Yixi, that was plain tyco, I swear.

Have you ever seen a bowling ball go into the longkang, bounce off the longkang and hitting a SPARE?!

Yixi, you're a tyco kia.

And I'm not violent. Grarrrgh. You were hitting the trigger furiously too. During the Time Crisis game. Roar.

Anyway, Jade agreed on this. Thinking about it it's really lame. But anyway, I'm retarded. We all are. BWAHAHAHA.
The LongKang Bounce -
Inspired/Done by Yixi
Created/Named by ME
Witnessed by Bra & Jade

Bwahaha.

Whatever-

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Yeah okay. I know how much effort I put into it. And I know what I don't say. I know what I don't express. And I know I'm shibai. I know she did much better than whatever I did. I know whatever she said helped in everything, brightening every single day of the year. I know whatever I do cannot be equal to what she did, I know everything I do just isn't enough.
I can see what the difference is. Hers is super nice, with everything I never thought of, with everything I don't have. Everyone else has their own unique and beautiful stuff, even his was nicer. But where it came to mine, it was simply nothing else but bad. Nothing positive. I understand my standard. And I can't help it. I did try to think of what I could, but let's just face it. I've never been good at these, never. There's nothing special about it, there's nothing special about me. Yeah, it's true. Maybe it's just something I've never looked at all this time. I guess you just got it right. It's true. I'm nothing.
I can see how nice and well done theirs was. At least a billion times better than mine. Perhaps I shouldn't even have done anything.
I know I'm shi bai. And I can't do anything for you. Not one fucking thing.
It's nice to see you're happy. It really is; just that I'm not the one who made you happy.
失败了. 放弃了.
对不起.